My cat is sitting on my lap. I don't know if anyone appreciates the warmth of a small animal curled on their lap. It's so calming.

I search for calm in my life right now. I'm under so much stress from everything and it's hard for me to sort out. I sit there and try to work through everything and I just CAN'T. Because there's so much and I just can't handle it all. Stress dreams everynight, when I CAN sleep...

Also. My mother mentioned that birth control quite possibly could be heightening my current depression. So I dunno whether to wait it out and go on welbutrin in two months or go off the birth control. It's depressing to think about.

I really don't have much to say today. I really haven't had much to say over the past few days. Other than being on the computer is weird. I'd rather be reading. And doing homework I suppose, since I have to freaking much of it left to do.

See you chickiepoos later.